Motivation

I have none, which is bad because I could use it right now.

1- Work- Umm, we have bills which will not get paid if I don't do good at work. I'm trying to get motivated but it's been hard. Ever since having Jaylin it's been hard. She's a good baby but a little demanding. That's ok- I know she's my last one so I'm not stressing out about it. It just makes it hard to get things done around here.

2- My house. Laundry, cleaning, organizing. I need organization in my life! I am living in chaos and my husband would not believe me but I just want order in my house. I am slacking so bad. I guess for me it's an all or nothing type of thing. Either the house will be all perfect or just a disaster. Right now it's the second one...

3- Bills. I need a budget. Seriously- I think it would make my life easier. The thought of coming up with this big huge budget just makes me tired though. I have bills that are not getting paid because I keep putting them off. The sad part is the fact that we have money to pay (most) of them, I just procrastinate. I had to get the phone turned back on last week because I forgot about the bill. We can blame it on post-partum brain right?

4- My Christian life. This has been put on the back burner. Horrible I know, there's so much on my plate right now and this should be the first thing I try to get into but I just don't. I go to Church on Sunday mornings but beyond that- nothing. I actually had to hunt for my Bible last week. I found it, finally. Don't think I read it. My first goal was to find it and then...I guess I should have at least opened it up huh?

5- Diet and exercise. Enough said.

Well, reading over my list I'm more tired than when I started! I think I'll jog downstairs and throw a load of laundry in and put a load away, start work and pay a bill. Ugh- this is going to be hard. :)

Jen